Shift starts at 11 pm. Lack of sleep. Always craving for foods. Facing the computer monitor all night long. Talking with different people. A life of having a night shift work. For some people, it’s really hard to adjust in this type of working hour. As for me, I got used to it. I got used to staying awake almost all night, long before I started working.
During my student days, I loved doing some stuffs at night, like watching TV (more on Animes or TV series), doing my hobbies like drawing or writing anything that comes into my mind (more on fictional things like Animes again, haha), studying or making home works if there are some (I seldom do this!), and etc.
Now here I am on my first blog post, just to share some thoughts of mine on the Online World of Internet. This world for the netizens is the second realm that I’d run into whenever I get upset on my reality, or whenever I get bored or just when I want to escape my life just for a moment (the first one is my Writing/Reading Stories realm).
I know that when we get frustrated over some people or things, the Internet World is one of the best and easiest way to escape reality (only if you have a Wifi, Data, or any internet connections that you have). Escaping my reality just for a meantime doesn’t mean that I don’t want to face my real life. Actually, this is just one of my ways to release stress, cope up with things, gather enough confidence, and afterwards, I’d get real! Otherwise, I’d be caught up with my problems and be buried alive by my fears.
So yes, after I gather up all of the scattered pieces of me, I’d definitely stand up looking brave with the scars already healed, converting the negative aura into positive vibes, thanking God that I’m still wide awake and I will live my life the way I’d want it to be.
Screw all of my anxieties, I will face the world with a real smile on my face… 🙂
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